If you missed the announcement, let me reiterate:
THE NEW BOOK WILL BE OUT ON MARCH 14th!!!

And yes, I am self-publishing this one, too. Which means that the last several days and nights have been a little bit crazy around here. In fact, part of the last several days and nights have been downright difficult. I often say that I don’t care how much you want something–I only care about how much you’re willing to do to get to that something.
Sometimes, I think God looks at things the very same way.
Except I think He has a little bit of a twisted sense of humor about it.
For example, the other night, I’m working on touching up the final design for the back cover of the book, something that will complement the brilliant front cover design by Michael K. Ikeya, and which will not do anything to discourage people who pick up the book from opening it up.
So, y’know, no pressure.
I have a new head shot I’m putting out there, and the words have to be just right, and it all has to fit within certain specs on the page, and yada yada. So, I’m thinking I’m almost done, at 12:30 at night, when, all of the sudden, my computer drops my internet connection, and I can’t get it back. In fact, I can’t find my internal wireless adapter in my hardware profile, and, at one point, when I reboot, Windows cannot start up.
panic. and a few expletives.
At some point, I conclude that my computer is dead, and I just have to keep it on life support long enough to back up and copy critical files and, y’know, save my existence, as it is recorded on my computer. I finally get done with this process at about 3 in the morning, and head to bed, still panicked, but too tired to care.
So, the next day, I come home at lunch, and I’m going back through, making sure I saved everything important, when a weird thing happens. My computer, which was on life support nine hours ago, is working just fine. In fact, great, better than before. I’m able to finalize my design and get it all uploaded over my lunch hour.
I swear, I heard a deep, booming voice somewhere laughing.
Self-publishing–or, as I like to call it, “independent publishing”–is nothing if not a Leap of Faith. Not just the writing, but the formatting, the editing (with a lot of help), the design, and all the other things that go into creating a physical book, are not what I signed up for when I first set pen to paper. But, this is what I’m willing to do, because I like this story, and I believe people will like it, too, and will get something out of it.
I just didn’t know. A Leap, by definition, is scary, but it can be fun, and exciting, and even exhilarating, as your stomach climbs into your throat and the air blasts past your face until you learn how to fly. It’s just sometimes you don’t know how hard the climb, how tall the mountain would be, before you arrive at the precipice from which you make the leap.